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Sarah Kay – Hands

People used to tell me that I had beautiful hands. Told me so often in fact that one day I started to believe them, until I asked my photographer father ‘hey daddy could I be a hand model? To which he said ‘No way!’. I don’t remember the reason he gave me, and I would’ve been upset but there were far too many stuffed animals to hold, too many homework assignments to write, too many boys to wave at to, many years to grow. We used to have a game, my dad and I, about holding hands. Coz we held hands everywhere. And every time either he or I would whisper a great big number to the other, pretending that we were keeping track of how many times we had held hands. That we were sure this one had to be 8,002, 753. Hands learn more than minds do. Hands learn how to hold other hands. How to grip pencils and mould poetry. How to tickle pianos, and dribble a basketball and grip the handles of a bicycle. How to hold old people and touch babies. I love hands like I love people. They are the maps and compasses with which we navigate our way through life. Some people read palms to tell you your future, but I read hands to tell your past. Each scar makes a story worth telling. Each callused palm, each cracked knuckle is a missed punch or years in a factory.
Now I’ve seen middle eastern hands clenched in middle eastern fists, pounding against each other like war drums. Each country sees their fists as warriors and others as enemies. Even if fists alone are only hands. But this is not about politics, no hands are not about politics. This is a poem about love, and fingers. Fingers interlock like a beautiful zipper of prayer. One time I grabbed my dad’s hand so that our fingers interlocked perfectly. But he changed position saying “No, that hand hold is for your mum!” Kids high-five, but grown ups shake hands. You need a firm handshake, but don’t hold on too tight, but don’t let go too soon, but don’t hold them for too long. But hands are not about politics. When did it become so complicated? I always thought it was so simple. The other day my Dad looked at my hands as if seeing them for the first time and with laughter behind his eyelids, and with all the seriousness a man of his humour could muster he said “You know you’ve got nice hands, you could’ve been a hand model!” And before the laughter can escape me i shake my head at him and squeeze his hand 8,002,754.

  1. anna-louiseanna-louise04-03-2011

    I love this!!!Where do you find them???

    • GeorgeGeorge04-03-2011

      Ted.com ! :)

  2. HolgerHolger05-03-2011

    Thank you for putting up the lyrics. I will use Sarah K. in my English class to make the connection between poetry and song, and its ongoing relevance for bringing in a beautiful, creative, throughtful, thought provoking, enteratining, funny, chilling, frightening (blablabla) perspective to oneself, the reader and the world. I will also use Jill Scott’s ‘the sky ain’t the ceiling’, and the poem ‘Eli, Eli’ by Hannah Szenes, sung by various people (e.g. Regina Spektor). I would have also liked to include Ursula Rucker and/or Gil Scott-Heron, but I figure they are too young for these (YR10 – lol!) Great stuff and thank, apo’s for my soliloquy :-)

    • GeorgeGeorge05-03-2011

      I like her stuff a lot too!! :)

  3. oliviaolivia05-03-2012

    u are really talented

    • GeorgeGeorge05-03-2012

      Not me! Sarah Kay!! :)

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